Reaching. -Sep 27,07

Trying so hard-
pushing & pulling
gone unnoticed
myself I am fooling,
sincere & honest-
wanting so much more,
as soon as I am up-
I am pushed to the floor,
Stress consuming-
worn weak and thin
no real direction-
no where to begin,
reaching out-
please take my hand
hold tightly, I'm longing to stand,
show me the way-
lead me to light,
if the darkness is lifted
my wings can take flight

a world lies behind a smile broken
revealed through eyes-
words unspoken
Forever will I laugh, Forever will I smile
tis' a simple disguise for a soul in denile.